hahah... it's been 2 weeks, and my weight is still at 95kg....
and i never exercised much, and in the middle of strategic deconditioning...
I guess the fat cells could be taking more space over the muscle cells, as the muscles... shrivel?? hahaha....
Never mind that, I'm now on Atkins again... since I have 3 weeks to control what I eat and cook... oh well...
Can't go gym... the morning calls from camp to check whether I'm at home is frustrating... and I wanna watch movies at night.... haiz....
come on.... 90 kg next target!!!
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Friday, December 02, 2005
Envy
I'm starting to envy my friend....
haiz.... I just don't hope it goes into jealousy or something worse than that...
My friend recently took part in a 72-day long contest that a slimming company sponsored. Of course, I know there are parts in the journey that requires realy endurance, like a freaking three day fast, sparing only a plate of fruit and water.
The first time I saw him while he was in... it was actually a little shocking to me, as he looked a bit.... thinner. He told me he got down to the ninties kgs...
But initially, I shook it off as I thought how slimming treatments, a balanced diet, and a weekly light aerobic exercise can make a person grow thinner, and what will happen after the competition, like the effects of a yo-yo diet.
But after seeing my friend's blog who saw how much he has changed, in a span of two-four weeks (and I saw him too before then...), I'm starting to doubt myself, and self treatment methods.
Fuck, the slimming company really works wonders, so what the hell am I slogging so much here for??
Well... I'll see it for myself... I'm meeting my friends tomorrow, and most probably, I'll meet him...
I must thank the lucky gods (or unlucky) for blessing me with such an empty wallet, or else I might have gone all out for treatments and such...
At least let this spur me on (I hope) to go for my aerobic exercises...
This week was a total disappointment.
I went for the last session of my gym last wednesday. and this will be 9-14 days of Strategic De-conditioning (read: no gym). It's also another chance (and no more excuse of focusing on Body building only) to get my ass on aerobics.
Someone prepare me for the shock of my life... that getting thin is possible with slimming treatments.... ( and if he does gets lighter than me... *faint* )
haiz.... I just don't hope it goes into jealousy or something worse than that...
My friend recently took part in a 72-day long contest that a slimming company sponsored. Of course, I know there are parts in the journey that requires realy endurance, like a freaking three day fast, sparing only a plate of fruit and water.
The first time I saw him while he was in... it was actually a little shocking to me, as he looked a bit.... thinner. He told me he got down to the ninties kgs...
But initially, I shook it off as I thought how slimming treatments, a balanced diet, and a weekly light aerobic exercise can make a person grow thinner, and what will happen after the competition, like the effects of a yo-yo diet.
But after seeing my friend's blog who saw how much he has changed, in a span of two-four weeks (and I saw him too before then...), I'm starting to doubt myself, and self treatment methods.
Fuck, the slimming company really works wonders, so what the hell am I slogging so much here for??
Well... I'll see it for myself... I'm meeting my friends tomorrow, and most probably, I'll meet him...
I must thank the lucky gods (or unlucky) for blessing me with such an empty wallet, or else I might have gone all out for treatments and such...
At least let this spur me on (I hope) to go for my aerobic exercises...
This week was a total disappointment.
I went for the last session of my gym last wednesday. and this will be 9-14 days of Strategic De-conditioning (read: no gym). It's also another chance (and no more excuse of focusing on Body building only) to get my ass on aerobics.
Someone prepare me for the shock of my life... that getting thin is possible with slimming treatments.... ( and if he does gets lighter than me... *faint* )
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